crappity, i forgot i had to think up a title..

Posted by yz on Thursday, April 22, 2010 in

Hi, My name is yz and I am Blogcked. They told me if I admitted I had a problem, it would be the first step to recovery. I would be leaving planet denial and embarking on an adventure of promise. They didn’t tell me the other steps. I didn’t think to ask till I admitted I was blogcked and by that that they were gone. I thought about googling these mystery other steps. Then I realized if I did I’d leave this post window, empty and blank ( mocking me!) and be too shamed to drag my rear parts back ever again. No seriously. So I’ll just sit here even though I have been sitting on this chair so long that aforementioned rear parts hurt...No! I must be strong. I will stay and finish this misfit of a post

Okaaaay,

Soooo

This little white box thinks it is smarter than me. It's an itty bitty part of a huge computer mind thingie ( I’m a human sciences major. They put the ‘science’ there to console us) all controlled by a human somebody on the other side of some computer screen. I bet he’s smart. I bet the little windows do not taunt and mock him. I bet his windows are not white and blank. They are filled with information. It’s probably like in the movies where the font actually moves faster than the guy types and another little window has the font moving really fast…..actually its probably not even words. Its probably millions of ones and zeroes in some complicated code. This little white box is comparing me to genius and being disgusted my, in comparison, mediocrity.…less depressing things. Let’s see, let’s see, let’s see…

People. I have to admit I that I haven’t exactly got faith in the human race. Blame being disillusioned too quickly, expecting too much, reading too many fairy tales et cetera et cetera. I reached a certain point where I wanted as little to do with people as possible. Especially family. University has taught me something (even I was surprised). There are diamonds in the rough. There are people out there I want to know…weirrrrrd…I haven’t finished processing this thought actually...

We try again

I am going to be so happy when the World Cup is over. I’ve practiced my bored smirk when all the CHOGM-reminiscient scandals begin to be revealed. Oh, I can’t wait! I will be bored on the outside but on the inside? I will be dancing with glee. Literally futterwhakkening* !!! Just wait for it. Everytime I’m in a taxi and I pass by Brookes (this former mall of clubs that was demolished for World Cup and is now just a hulk of a half demolished sad looking thing) I snicker and tell myself…

Ok, that’s just ugly, ugh, try again.

Ummm…saved by the bell! It’s time for a lecture. We’ll try this again.
Blessings to one and all.

music you should listen to,

The Kin - Arise
The Doves - Kingdom of Rust